“I fell down the rabbit hole,” she said, adding, “I’m happy here. I feel like I have purpose.”
According to Smythe, she was living the “perfect little Brooklyn life” with her then-husband when she first learned from a source that Shkreli was under federal investigation for securities law violations in early 2015.
After coveringthe investigation and his subsequent arrestforBloomberg, Smythe received a call from Shkreli and managed to set up an in-person meeting with the former pharmaceuticals executive.
“You could see his earnestness,” Smythe recalled of their encounter, during which she said he had shown her spreadsheets of his funds showing investors' holdings. “It just didn’t match this idea of a fraudster.”
Christie Smythe, left, and Martin Shkreli.Christie Smythe/Twitter; Drew Angerer/Getty
“It really felt like he didn’t have anybody to talk to that he could bounce ideas off of,” Smythe said “I was like, “All right. I guess I can do that.' "
Despite a professor at her journalism fellowship at Columbia University cautioning her about developing a close bond with Shkreli, Smythe said she continued to keep contact with him and started to write a book about the controversial figure.
Smythe began to realize there was more to their relationship when Shkreli had his bail revoked and wasarrested in fall 2017 after offering $5,000 for Hillary Clinton’s hair.
According to Smythe, she had texted and emailed Shkreli’s friends to ask if he had his medications and arranged for someone to retrieve his cat immediately after he was taken into custody. She did that before filing her story, putting his needs ahead of hers and her job.
Smythe also recalled struggling to sleep after Shkreli’s arrest, noting that her resting heart rate had increased the following week as a physical reaction to the ordeal.
“I still was in denial about it, but this really hit me hard,” Smythe remembered.
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After parting ways withBloombergher dedication to Shkreli only grew and she moved ahead with her divorce.
Since then, Smythe said she’s frequently visited Shkreli in jail where he is currently serving seven years in prison for federal fraud charges.
When he was moved to a prison in Pennsylvania, Smythe got a driver’s license despite previously avoiding getting behind the wheel as it caused her to have panic attacks.
Without her job or her husband, Smythe said “that totally eroded any defenses I had left,” and she decided to no longer hold back her feelings for the convicted criminal.
“I told Martin I loved him,” she recalled of one prison visit. “And he told me he loved me, too.”
“It’s hard to think of a time when I felt happier,” she added, saying that their continual correspondence “led very naturally into thinking about a future together.”
Smythe said they’ve previously spoken about children and prenups, and that she had frozen her eggs after expressing worry to Shkreli about being too old to have children when he’s released. In the article, Smythe called herself and Shkreli “life partners.”
However, whenEllereached out for comment, Shkreli said in a statement that he “wishes Ms. Smythe the best of luck in her future endeavors.”
The publication also noted that Shkreli stopped communicating with Smythe after he found out about the article.
“He bounces between this delight in having a future life together and this fatalism about how it will never work,” Smythe toldElle. “It’s definitely in the latter category now.”
“Going public is such a relief, no matter what people think,” shewrote in another tweet. “You have no idea how hard it is to keep this kind of a story bottled up. So messy and complicated. I’m glad it was told well.”
source: people.com
