Hilaria Baldwinbelieves that she is experiencing a miscarriage.
The mother of four and wife ofAlec Baldwin, 35, opened up in an emotional Instagram post on Thursday.
“I want to share with you that I am most likely experiencing a miscarriage,” she wrote. “I always promised myself that if I were to get pregnant again, I would share the news with you guys pretty early, even if that means suffering a public loss. I have always been so open with you all about my family, fitness, pregnancies…and I don’t want to keep this from you, just because it isn’t as positive and shiny as the rest.”
“There is so much secrecy during the first trimester. This works for some, but I personally find it to be exhausting. I’m nauseous, tired, my body is changing. And I have to pretend that everything is just fine — and it truly isn’t. I don’t want to have to pretend anymore. I hope you understand,” she added.
Baldwin then explained what was happening with her pregnancy.
“I am so blessed with my amazing doctor, my dear friends, and my loving family,” Baldwin continued. “My husband and my four very healthy babies help me keep it together and have the perspective of how truly beautiful life is, even when it occasionally seems ugly. The luck and gratitude I feel that I am my babies’ mommy, is wonderfully overwhelming and comforting.”
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On her Instagram Story, Baldwin posted another message, this one addressed to the media. “Do not send paparazzi to my home,” she wrote. “I will continue to post photos on my Instagram that you can use for free. I would like some physical space from being chased with cameras right now. Thank you in advance for your understanding and your courtesy.”
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The couple shares four children: daughterCarmen Gabriela, 5½, plus sonsRomeo Alejandro David, 10 months,Leonardo Ángel Charles, 2½, and Rafael Thomas, 3½. Alec is also dad to 23-year-old daughterIrelandfrom his previous marriage toKim Basinger.
“Oh yeah, she’s up for the challenge,” the actor, 61, said while discussing the prospects of having a fifth child in hopes ofgiving a little sister to Carmen. “I’m the one who’s not up for the challenge.”
source: people.com
