Hilaria Baldwin‘s doctor has confirmed what she sadly suspected.
“There was no heartbeat today at my scan…so it’s over…” shecaptioned the post, featuring a photo with her family. “but I have some pretty strong and amazing heartbeats right here.”
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“I hope this conversation continues to grow and that we stick together through both the beautiful and challenging moments in life,” she wrote. “Much love and appreciation to all of you 💜”
Hilaria Baldwin.Kevin Mazur/Getty Images for Robert F. Kennedy Human Rights
Last Thursday, Hilaria firstsaid she was “most likely experiencing a miscarriage”on Instagram, confessing that the “chances are very, very small that this is a viable pregnancy.” Her announcement was sharedalong with a mirror selfiethat showed her hand placed on her stomach.
“I want to share with you that I am most likely experiencing a miscarriage,” she wrote. “I always promised myself thatif I were to get pregnant again, I would share the news with you guys pretty early, even if that means suffering a public loss. I have always been so open with you all about my family, fitness, pregnancies … and I don’t want to keep this from you, just because it isn’t as positive and shiny as the rest.”
The next day, she sharedanother emotional post, assuring her fans and followers that she has “perspective to understand sadness and loss in the grand scheme of things.”
“Emotionally I am processing it all,” Hilaria wrote on Instagram. “Being able to be open with you has been extremely healing. I was very nervous to share, and am so relieved that it was received with such love.”
Thanking her followers for “making my world a brighter place,” Hilaria said, “I don’t know about you, but I find it extremely comfortingto know that I am not aloneon this difficult journey.”
Most recently, Hilaria sat down with Savannah Guthrie andHoda Kotbon Tuesday’sTodayfor an emotionalinterview,where sheadmitted her fearsthat she was “pretty sure this is not going to stick.”
Hilaria and Alec Baldwin.Jason Mendez/Everett Collection
Hilaria recalled that she first learned about her pregnancy complications during a regular check-in appointment. She realized something was wrong when her technician got quiet.
“The silence makes you very nervous,” Hilaria said. “And this technician, she just kept being quiet and kept ontrying to find the heartbeat. She could find it and she’d listen to it and hear it, [but it was] very spread apart and slow. She said to me that the heartbeat is not very fast. Then I went in again, and in the life of an embryo — days, a week — it’s completely different. And it was the same.”
She told Guthrie and Kotb that she ultimately decided to be open about it because hiding the news would have been harder than just being honest.
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“It’s a lot to ask of me but for me personally, it’d beharder for me to do it silently,” the star confessed. “Say I was doing a fitness segment. I would be wearing something different so you could not see that my belly is a little bit bigger than it typically is. I would pretend I wasn’t nauseous and I would pretend I wasn’t tired — and that’s really tiring. Then you put the emotion on top of that of, ‘Hey this isn’t going in a great direction,’ and that’s a lot to bear.”
“Beingopen for me just allowed meto relieve it a little bit,” she added. “Secrets are only scary when they’re secrets. Once you let the secret out, it’s not so scary anymore.”
source: people.com
