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Kim Porter and Sean “P. Diddy” Combs during Kim Porter’s Birthday Party Hosted By Sean “P. Diddy” Combs at Canal Room in New York City

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Sean ‘Diddy’ Combsturned his grief into art.

Combs told the outlet, “I always said that I can’t make a hit record unless my heart is broken. It’s just like a vulnerable state that you’re in.”

Combs added that he has “always” made music with his former partner in mind.

The two dated in the ‘90s and had an on-again-off-again relationship until they split in 2007. Sharing four children together — including Porter’s son with producerAl B. Sure!,Quincy Brown, 32, who Combs adopted,King(birth name Christian), 25, and twinsD’Lila and Jessie, 16 — they remained close while co-parenting.

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Sean “Diddy” Combs attends Day 1 of 2023 Invest Fest at Georgia World Congress Center on August 26, 2023

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Although the hip-hop star said he does “believe” that he’ll find love again, he shared, “I gotta be happy for the love that I felt. I can’t chase the love that I had.”

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Combs — who also shares daughterChance, 17, with Sarah Chapman and 11-month-oldLovewith Dana Tran — has spoken about the love he shared with Porter in the past.

When the rapper was honored with theLifetime Achievement Awardat the2022 BET Awards, he also took a moment out of his acceptance speech to pay her tribute. “I just miss Kim, y’all … I just want to say thank you to Kim,” he said.

source: people.com